four months later

here it is 2010 and change has occured but some good and some bad. back in august i was riding my bike, well it is to cold now, i've joined a gym, the three times a week, i need to get some vitamins. supposed to go and test drive a subaru today, i drive a little festiva, do i want to change to the subaru, will it make me feel and do different. no, emphatically no, the car will not make me different any more than a squirl would change a tree, or the rain would make a maple into an oak. change must come from a internal, nontangeable place. X*y= change, maybe. x being effort and y being time. this is correct. if x is a constant and y is a constantly changing varible then what we have is negative change. becoming fanatical about our role, x, is the only way we get what we want out of this life. so we have something to give.

todays x
go to the gym
put 20 dollars in savings
finish reading my cramer book.

the two areas i want to conquer is finance and my health.